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Abah

It hurts so much to hold back tears. I'm missing My Abah but I can't tell my roomies. I can't share with them how much I miss My Abah because I know my life is already perfect with Abah's existence when they no longer have a dad to hold on to. Two friends, my roomies. Their dad's gone few years ago. I realized how perfect it is to hold a dad's hand when I have to one to share my frights and angers. I cried to know that Abah always had his side on me. He who always care and love me. He who never shy to show off his love for his son and daughters, for his parents, for his wife and her parents. He who never doubt to hug his son and daughter, and only God knows how much I miss my Abah. May Allah always protect Abah and Mama.

I just want to tell "Saya rindu Abah"

Hope to see Abah and Mama soon 😊

Bukan saja-saja

Assalamualaikum. Pernah terfikir kenapa ada perpisahan selepas pertemuan? Kenapa ada pertemuan selepas perpisahan? Macam tu jugak lah adanya kematian yang pasti untuk semua yang hidup dan adanya kehidupan selapas dibangkitkan dari kematian.

See? Semua ada pasangannya. Indah sangat aturan Tuhan.



Kehidupan vs Kematian.

Dan sesungguhnya Allah dah pesan pada kita bahawa Dia ada kuasa mengeluarkan sesuatu yang hidup dari sesuatu yang kaku atau mati yakni janin yang belum ada nyawa di dalam rahim seorang ibu. Sehinggalah ditiupkan roh ke dalam jasad itu setelah siap segala sistem dan fungsi badan, jasad bernyawa itu lahir ke dunia meneroka alam. Tangis berbunyi. Disambut azan atau iqamat tanpa diiring solat oleh si bapa. Maka bermulalah tanggungjawabnya sebagai hamba dan khalifah muka bumi dalam erti kehidupan yang sementara. Bukan saja-saja Allah cipta dan atur kehidupan kita ni. Buat bekalan di alam baru nanti.

Matinya nanti dimandikan, dikafankan dan disolatkan tanpa azan mahupun iqamat…

Am I a ghost?

I am so pissed off when I'm around but you never see me, like I am a ghost? How about you talking with my best friend like I never had existed - yeah, I'm standing right next to her. What did I do wrong so much that you never talk to me? Just talk meh. Join the conversation. I joined the group conversation face-to-face but you never responded mine. I tried to talk to you and make you at ease, less stressful and at peace so that we can converse. But I got nothing. Thanks for making me look like a ghost and again, I don't know what did I do that you make me like this. Please. This is too awkward because it's been more than 4 months and IDK WHY! We're closed to each other and we talked comfortably, we friend with the same friends and we're friends for each other but you make me feel like this like I never existed in front of you? Sometimes I noticed your glare and stare but you avoid me. You walk beside me but never talk to me. We look at each other but we never t…

Jajan's 21st birthday

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Can't remember how busy I was, and I am when writing this. Saved it as a draft and go back editing some part here and there. When it's ready, I'll be sure to post it soon! I hope you'll read this No MATTER WHAT.

(8:12 pm, 6th March 2016)


(12:00 am)

Happy Birthday!, Sanah Helwah!, Bon Anniversaire!, Fijne Verjaardag!, Alles Gute zum Geburtstag!


(12:12 am)

Selamat Hari Lahir yang ke-21. And for makteh too. Kirim salam sayang dekat makteh. Bagitau makteh, aku tuntut roti sosej banyak banyak tau kalau aku mai rumah nanti. Aku hajat nak jadi last wisher tau. Tapi entahlah. Maybe kawan kau dekat UK tu mesti lah jadi last wisher kan pasai timezone dia lagging. Uhuk.

(07:56 am)

Wehhh aku taktau nak wish apa niii. Aku tak reti nak sweet sweet ni. Acah sweet je pandai, tapi tetap hambar. Ucapan mainstream tu mestilah kena ada kan. Long live inshaa Allah, May Allah bless you and grant you success in whatever you're pursuing and what you're going to pursue soon! Hm, sampai…

Interyear 2015/2016: One cheer for Genezens!

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Assalamualaikum and hello everyone! On the week of 14-20th February 2016, there was held an annual event of USM KK's MedSoc team, INTERYEAR 2015/2016. Many games and tournaments were organized during the 7-days event such as football match, netball, basketball, volleyball, frisbee, table tennis, badminton, chess, tarik tali, chess and many more. All batches will compete with each other. From the 'adik bongsu' first year till the 'darjah lima' fifth year. MedSoc's Big Family Day was held on the last day of Interyear, which was on 20th February.

Participated in netball, volleyball and frisbee. Top of all, was frisbee. Haahaaa. In a team of 7 and extra 3 reserve players. It was so much fun to be in the team when we won against Third Year team and the Darjah Lima team. I got a small-but-deep injury during our match with Fifth Year seniors. 3 boys and 7 girls in our team against 9 boys and 1 girl of fifth year team. Even kitorang pun tak dapat bayang how to win aga…