Amaran: Ini bukan cerita happy

Semenjak dua tiga menjak ni rasa kurang dalam hati. Kosong dan penuh benci. Kenapa ek?

Puas aku fikir nak cari jawapan. Jawapan yang terkeluar biasanya sebab marah, benciiiiiii dan geram tak sudah. Semua tu punca dari marah lah senang cerita. So apa yang marah sangat ni???

Tak faham. Ye. Aku lagi tak faham kenapa aku nak marah.

Kenapa marah??
Nak marah siapa?!
Pehal marah sangat ni woi?!
Geram kot!!!
Dah kenapa nak marah marah?!!

Jawapannya, heartbroken. Heartbroken lagi. Dan lagi. Lagi dan lagi.

Solusi: ambik wudhu, nak. Maafkan orang lain seadanya walaupun mereka tak sedar khilaf mereka. Mengalah dan redha dengan ketentuan-Nya kerana Allah provides better plan for us.

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