"Saat duka ataupun bahagia, keluargalah tempat untuk kembali."

if you think your family is tough, wait till you get a family
habis sesi minum petang, seisi rumah mula mempersiapkan diri dan berkemas-kemas untuk ke Bandar Baru Serting. biasalah, aku akan jadi orang terakhir yang duduk di meja makan. hah, mandi pun sudah, tinggal mahu solat maghrib saja. kalau nak online sekejap, tak syok pula. maka berlakulah suatu musyawarah keluarga yang disertai mama, abah dan diriku sendiri.

abah beritahu, beliau dapat offer, part-time lecturer di Institut Kemahiran Belia Negeri ( IKBN ) Pahang, cawangan Pekan. kagum. cukup kagum apabila beliau memaklumkan permohonan beliau berjaya diterima.

yeah, abah saya lecturer. abah saya lecturer. tak kisahla part-time or else. he is still a teacher for puplis. i'm glad with abah. 


mama said, " don't let the whole family knows about the offer. wait till it leaks"


angguk tanda setuju. alang-alang menyeluk pekasam biar sampai ke pangkal lengan. maka hikayat hidupku di sekolah turut kurungkai (skema betul ayat ni). bak penglipurlara melantun hikayat luncai dengan labunya dan hikayat hang tuah bersaudara. dengan penuh perasaan bercerita perihal ketidakpuasan hati sebagai pelajar dan amatur. ada juga kubongkar kisah sahabat karib yang berada dalam masalah dan kecelaruan hidup. kesian dan amat mengharukan.

mama berpendapat begini,

along, biar kita struggle habis-habisan di sekolah. biarlah kita terkejar-kejar tak cukup masa di sekolah. all out dan gunakan semua kemahiran di sekolah. bila sampai rumah, dah tak payah nak fikir berat-berat sangat. mama student, along pun student. tak payah nak peduli orang pergi tusyen masa cuti. biarlah diorang. mama taknak serabutkan kepala otak awak yang dah kusut tu. kejar masa tak cukup tanah. biarlah duduk rumah ni spend masa dengan keluarga. bukan selalu dengan family. tak payah nak tension-tension otak fikir study. masuk je sekolah, start a new fresh-looking book. study is study. play is play. school is school. holiday is holiday. dah cukup la homeworks yang cikgu bagi masa cuti ni. stay focus. no need for a tuition. cikgu dekat sekolah lagi bagus, mereka faham keperluan students. rileks je. mama faham sebab mama pun student. mama grad bulan 10. then boleh la mama focus dekat spm along.


angguk tanda setuju. senyum tanda terima. betul tu. the parents should understand their child's needs. then feed the need. a simple opinion give a complex change. understanding a teen is harder than the golden oldies and baby boomers. in fact, the Z Generation needs a lot of understanding and the needs of technologies. this is how the musyawarah started. my first opinion is my parents doesn't care my need. luckily, this conversation change my view a lot, that they never try to force me and lemme decide the best for myself. they keep on giving opinions and information. thanks to You i have them in my life. alhamdulillah

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