i'm gonna miss her

marjana oh marjana

she's the best cousin of mine,
guess what,
we're of the same age,
she's in Sarawak,
currently studying in UNIMAS,
GGsarawakian :P
sweet, adorable, loving,
thanks la dude,
kau TERBAIK :)

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