Alohomora

Here, heee. I'm taking a first step towards being feminine, or should I say a 'ladylike' ? It's not like I'm not appreciating myself being born as a girl. My first thought is, being a girl or a woman are a lot more complicated and undefinable. And I started to keep myself away from the way a girl or a woman should be. No woman, no cry. Why? A girl or a woman is very sensible thus becoming a lot sensitive than a man. A girl or a woman loves to think about what others are thinking about her, what others are feeling about her, what others are judging about her, what others are talking about her and so many 'what'. A girl or a woman can easily affected by someone's feeling, though it's just an assumption. Practically, a girl or a woman would cry while watching a Hindustan dramas and all the sad-story-life dramas. Girls and women love to act like a cry-baby? In fact, once upon a time, I were a cry-baby. Why? Because I were a sensible gir...

Once, people said that Titanic was the most valuable ship on Earth as it was so filled with luxuries. But seriously, I don't agree with them. Because I've found another ship which more valuable than anything on this Earth. It's FRIENDSHIP. Because Titanic sink, but friendship would never sink. Seriously, I'm black ! (opps! salah eja. Mira punya pasal, aku salah spell. Debush kau A'an!) It's actually BLANK. well, hello there. This is Adlina Shobri speaking. I am A'an's ( nickname ) deskie since 2011 (a.k.a) for two years. We've been friends since Form 1. Okay, enough with speaking. Geli lah pulak nak speaking bagai ni. A'an ?? Aku pun tak tahu la macam mana aku boleh survive hidup dengan dia ni. Dengan perangai dia yang gila-gila. Banyakla suka duka dengan minachi ni. Kalau dia stress, memang kadang-kadang tak berani nak kacau. Takut kena stare maut punya dengan dia ni. AKU SAYANG KAU TAU MIRA. Haha.. ( sumpah tak pasal -.- lepa...

demo perang. casting: harith, dol our sayyid batotish (Mr.Potato) lols :P crew and props yang tersangatlah rajin: Qiwa, Pyah, Marina script understanding: Hafis, Rafiq, Hakimjan, Dol morning of war, hihi yaya, buat apa tu? gals :) my beloved housemate. Qistina :) currently doing medicine in Jordan  boys. excluded Rafiq :p from left: Dol the Hakim, Rafiq, Harith the Holmes, Hakimjann, Qiwa, Hafis al-As classmates MEG01 sayyidi :) ustaz faisal #throwback. after a few months.   hahaha. well, those are my beloved classmates in INTEC months ago. seronok sangaaaat! working together, spilling ideas together for an annual Arabic theatre by all the MEP students. Anyway, we got the fifth place. Performing on the stage about Sultan Muhammad Al-Fateh's life and how he conquered the City of Constantinople.   Currently, 16 out of 20 of us are studying in CFS-IIUM Petaling Jaya. Hoping the another day to get together...

I remembered how I first met you at Titiwangsa. I was going to head back to Kuantan from Pekeliling after attending an interview. You came and suddenly appeared in front of me. You wore blue shirt, jeans and your very adorable sneakers. I was in my blue polka-dots baju kurung and blue formal shoes. I was in a great shock! How did you manage to get there? It happened so fast, and that was my first time meeting you. I was sitting quietly and nervously, I was shocked. It's surprising me though. I can't utter even a word for you. Yesterday was my second time going to Titiwangsa. Holding my tears back inside, I was hoping that I won't be going to Pekeliling anymore as I will remember every moment back then. Throwback all those nonsense and wonderful moments. I had a dream last night. And again, it's you in my dream. As soon as I woke up, I cried so hard. I'm just feeling bad that it appeared to kill my day. Moody and emotional. Go away from me and I will run away f...

Nobody’s perfect. And, I’m no perfectionist. epic. buayak mau makan kitak! ain't it cool? Here, she’s my lovely girlfriend ^^ Marjana Darus . I love to share most of my exciting, lame stories and brilliant opinions. She’ll listen to me even she’s reading the Malay novels so hard at that time. We share our best moments together, spending our leisure time together with laughs and chats. She’s the shoulder for my backpack, sometimes. She’d once be there, to play the piano for me whenever I feel bad and hard. Avril Lavigne’s When You’re Gone was preferred. We would sing together throughout the music, and sadly, I’ll cry. Opss. Haha. My lovely girlfriend, she’s my dearest cousin. The best cousin ever, yeah! We share the same interest sometimes. Sometimes. We love to chat, tease and make fun of other people. The interesting part is, I’m worse than her. Anyway, she used to call me Mir. Nice J Yes. She’s nice. “Kau ni kartun sangatlah, Mir. Cuba serious sikit,” ...

this is freakingly bad. i hate this. for how many times, up till now, that i keep on thinking about you? hey ! what it is all about?? can't i just take it lightly, just slip everything away in just a few moment? why do i have to stand with your face, your name all wandering in my head? oh noooo! i'm not a zombie. perhaps, i liked you? not even once. forget the damn truth. this is all dream and it won't come out into a super big reality. what's happening actually? have you ever encounter this before? or perhaps, you're encountering it right now? please. do understand me. i don't want to live with your shadows. that i actually doesn't prefer to be on that way. touring the journey. meet the junctions, flyovers and bridges determined by my vision, mision and my future undertakings. i have a very long way to go. it's not an easy path that you can cross it without cars, busses and maybe even bulldozer. it's wide, long and never ends. let ...

The one who always smiling so bright and laughing out loud actually cries alone let's say Alhamdulillah for being able to spread smile to everyone 😊  well, just saying this for some reasons. do you even know that most of the all-day-cheerful person hide their tears and fears deeply? the reason is, they're trying to be strong and get all the sorrow away. they're trying to make fun of people around them and burst out with laughs, some silly jokes even popped out when they're trying to hide the dull and tears. let's not judge the happy person always a happy-go-lucky person. at times when they need to be alone, just let them be. because the only reason they're doing it is just they're feeling empty, feel the losing of smile and voice from their heart. try to understand them better, be a good listener is enough to make them cheerful again. somehow, the happy-go-lucky person still hold the sadness and fears till the end. they wou...