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Assalamualaikum and what a peaceful morning peeps! So I've been taking my time to post this since I was extremely busy with scheduled events, viva assessments, my logbook requirements and some other interesting people to deal with. Last weekend, I was officialy announced as the President/Yang Di-Pertua of Medical Science Society. It was an official inauguration done during our Annual Grand Meeting and Dinner. There, I'm now the first ever  female president of the great society history, comprising 600 members of all USM's medical student. That was the most anticipating moment of nervousness and I broke down into tears during the after event. I'm getting the soft spots and the spotlights, which I tried to avoid last time. In the mean time, I'm still trying to fit in and make myself secured. So that's it. Now let me tell you the 1st obstacle - I think I'm still traumatized by this. It happened yesterday. (Might have to anticipate some rojak here 😅) ...

YDPs: (from left) Fikri, Aiman and WJ (eh?). I had always asked myself whether I deserved this or not. To be around amazing and excellent people, it has always been my dream. Never had I imagined my journey would be full of unexpected surprises. I had always anticipate surprises, but not this one. When I asked Muja, "Am I deserving this pose? I don't think I can. I am not doing this, I don't think I will" He said, 'Go for it Mira. You never know'. I sighed. Then I told Aini, "I am not qualified for this. A president? I don't do anything much to run for this election" She said, 'You can Mira. Inshaa Allah. Tough and long journey ahead, but you're strong more than you think'. I teared up, in silent. All I think was, I was never good enough to be a sole female president for the first time in MEDSOC's history. I was never better. All I did this while was, to listen and observe. I don't think I might run for a president ...

Assalamualaikum and for another pleasant day, here we go. Today I met a young mom at 22 years old with her 2-months-old daughter at Klinik Kesihatan Wakaf Che Yeh, in a maternal and child health department. I used to come to the department every day because of the vibes and attractions there. The observing skill in me had brought me another perception of life, like we always know it all about.  Yes, she's 22 years old that makes me wonder how does she endure a married life at such a young age. Being a mother at 22, she's struggling to breastfeed her baby. I saw her trying to hold her baby in any comfortable means. I believe that her baby didn't had enough at that moment. Yet, she tried to make her baby burp. Then, a nurse came and told her to feed her baby more. It hasn't been long, just a 3 minutes session of breastfeeding in the corner and I was expecting her to keep on feeding her baby. I looked at her and she smiled. Not to ask where her husband is at that ...

Hello peeps, Assalamualaikum! The only word I could say after a super long break from blogging is, I AM BACK. Not to mention if it is gonna be for any good or any worse after this. Okay, done. Actually I am a bit _blank_ not to mention my awkwardness right now, typing in the public zone where everyone can take a glance and read whatever I'm typing now. Duh! Okay, it's midnight and it still is raining heavily outside the window. The darkest sky and the gray clouds, obviously la there's no moon and stars to be seen now kan. (shrug the shoulder). Lately, I've been immersed into somebody's life. I'm trying to act pretentious and act like I know everything when I don't. That is not how I should be. But, it gave me some insights about what are the thoughts and decisions they might come to at the end of the day. Little that I know, I can be like everyone else, just 'follow to flow' and just do whatever they decide for me to do. Hm. That is dangerous s...

Assalamualaikum! Yesterday's trip was the best with these fellas that I thought I would regret for not coming to Kina's house in Tanah Merah. And the little friend we celebrated yesterday, Little Hana! Hana Turns 1 :) little girl got her present from Uncles and Aunties :)) Hana and her smiles. I fall hard for this little girl. And I even wonder how does it feel to have my own niece/nephew? Haha. (Later kay) Thanks Kina and Family for having us yesterday and for the small feast, making us feel like home :') When you're looking like that // 'Aunties ni nak apa?' Road Trip Ohana That uncle --, At the so-called Masjid Beijing, Rantau Panjang

Zu: Korang gali apa ni? Us: Ada orang nak membuang dalam ni Shuk tolak Zu masuk lubang. Zu: Laa, kenapa tak cakap awal. Aku memang nak kena tanam ni. Ha meh meh tanam aku. Us: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA LOL DIA MEMANG TUNGGU RUPANYAA Happy 21st Birthday Ajuju! Semoga dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki, dilimpahkan ilmu yang luas dan diberkati Allah sampai bila bila. Haha. Tu je lah yang cliché. Hadiah kitorang cuma percutian sepetang, semalam di Pantai Telong, Bachok sebab kitorang tau kau craving nak mandi laut sebulan yang lepas lagi. Dah masuk air tu tak reti dah nak naik ke darat ye, Butler --, Selamat dah Our private beach: Credits to Sha's Family :) Ni pun nak jugak :o 3 dah bahagia. Lagi 2 bahagiakan diri sendiri dengan makbapak je ;P Goodluck for PRO exam ni. Sama-sama tarik kalau lost. (20/04/2017) PRO: 2nd July 2017 EOS: 4th June 2017 p/s Hm. Fikir-fikirkan lah

Assalamualaikum! Now I am back with good news. A VERY GOOD ONE! :D Girls in Manhattan :p It is good to reconcile and talk again girls! Alhamdulillah all praises for Him, for all the blessings and hardships we've been through all these months. I would say that it's been a month since we last talked so much on everything. And now here I am writing the stories about you girls. I am overload with joys to be able to talk and laugh. For our past mistakes, I ought to forgive and somehow it took times for me to make myself clear about what had happened to our friendship previously. I was confused by my actions and intentions. I always want to look cool for everyone but I forget those in need of my help and my attention. I was too busy taking care of other physical and material things before taking care about what the you girls might be feeling at the hard times. I forgot the empathy and sensitivity part that I thought everyone would just act and look at such problems the way I ...