Alohomora

Well, haha! Hi. Macam biasa. Masih hambar. But now I know I can joke around and I just discovered a side talent of me. I called it a talent la - lawak hambar. It happened when I always have fries, burgers, ice-creams and apples as my lock-screen wallpaper. There some of my friends told me that they were hungry and I would gladly offer my phone. "Nah. There you go" "Lawak sia." "Lapar kan?" "Tak lawak lah Mira" "I'm trying to make it look funny hehe" "K" "Tolongla gelak. Please :(" "Haha. Haha." "K. Rakluu" "Woiii hahahahahaha hambar!!!" I know it. Tolong la gelak  -.- Feed your hunger? --,

One day to go before the real battle starts. I've had my muscle aching, back ache, head ache, hand tremors, and.. When some friends and seniors I had accidentally met at the cafe, really told/asked me, "You've lost lots of facial expression meh" "Heyy PBL leader, emotionless nya!" "Are those eyebags?" "Oh my, Miraa I saw your eyes" "Mira, tidur tak?" "Patutlahh, bawah mata tu kelabu je gayanya" The struggle is pain. Maybe I should treat myself some sleeps and movies later. And the eyebags too ;( p/s: I blogged so much because I am feeling stressful to finish off the last chapters!

Assalamualaikum and hey, today is Mama's birthday. She's approaching 50's now and I realized how fast time flies by. (*inserts cliché wish/words/captions) I wish for her health, long-live and all the blessings from Almighty. May Mama always be in the sight and care of Him. May Allah grant her paradise and long-lasting love. May she always be the best Mama we (all three messy child) all ever had. And of all, Mama is irreplaceable. I called her this morning, Abah answered her phone. And I asked him right away to Mama first. He wished Mama and then pass the phone to Mama. I was in the examination cubical, waiting for the first year student to come into the cubical for OSCE session with me (I am the examiner). It was a Mock OSCE for the juniors as a preparation before their real examination. Huhu, no point abt telling this further. So, then I wished her (*inserts cliché wish) and I don't know what else to say other than Happy 40+ Birthday, my beloved Mama! She went li...

There came a patient on a very gloomy kind of rainy day, Patient: Dr, sayo sekok ni. Tokse nyawo doh ni Future Dr: Parok ni. Ubat tokse make Study weeks' drama. So much things in the head and it keeps on compressing the brain. Too many neurones cannot be rescued, super-chaos gray matter and lagging white matter. Revealing the bare axons without sheath, the transmission getting slow and slower by day, tensing and more stress factors on axons, macrophage come and attack the antigens and, poomm!! There, stranded. Suffocating. Been in touch with gravity, but still seems floating without a pace. Sipping caffeine by tins and cups. Hoping for dopaminergic inactivation. Through another sleepless nights. Darkening pimples and surrounded shady eyes. Burning and pressing gastric body. Bursting headache and it's throbbing, always. Faded only with sleeping. Nevertheless, the sleeping pills ever known, Robbins', Langman's, Abbas', Hoffbrand's, Dorland...

“Get yourself a woman who can do both” *inserts picture of a woman with sports attire and the woman in baju kurung with make-up* For me, this is septicism. Guys, there are lot more women who can do not just both, but multiple than what you’ve been thinking about! (like moms) Be real, because a woman is real. Haha! Some woman who can fix leaking pipes, tukar mentol lampu and fix broken printers more than anyone can, tapi sayang some of us really matter about looks. Asalkan lawa je, viral! And ladies, there are lot more to discover about ourselves, stand up and be confident for who you are! p/s: Nowadays with so many viral things around when it is not supposed to be (some jokes, really). Can everyone live in peace?

Belajar tu belajar jugak. Society pun society jugak. Kerja tu kerja jugak. Pergi sana pergi sini macam macam hal lah. Tapi keluarga dan kawan tu jangan lupa. “Because they’re always be by your side, and your backbone” (Siapa entah yang bagi quote ni. Lupa dah. Baru nak give credits. Huhu) Yes. Tak dapat nak deny hidup as pelajar perubatan ni memang tak tentu arah. Serabut macam rambut tersekat dekat sikat (ke aku sorang je?). Dari bangun tidur sampai nak lelap. Ada ada aje kertas kerja, surat yang terfikir kena buat and submit dekat BHEPA. Belum campur lecture notes yang belum sempat cover selepas 3 hari, belum sempat tatap habis-habis dan belum sempat dapat penghayatan sampai lumat dalam otak. Belum cukup rencah dan perisa kalau tak buat pre-reading dan post-reading untuk kasi lekat dalam otak. Sindrom yang tercipta bila buka buku Robbins ialah SMT, Sindrom Mata Layu. Post-it-notes bertepek atas meja, dekat info board. Kertas kesan highlighter kuning dan pink, hijau dan ore...

There goes this conversation between me and Wawa. We were tip-toeing in the rain to get our Dominos Pizza about 1 km away from my block. Frankly because: First, we wanna celebrate Migui's birthday Second, we wanna eat because we were damn hungry Third, because we wanna walk and enjoy the rain Fourth, we wanna talk to each other after a super-long-tiring day "The perks of having a busy Bestfriend" - Wawa's thought. I broke through her mind, all the time. We arrived and ordered a large pizza. Worth buying for me, Wawa and Migui and someone tulaa. So while waiting, we came out with this conversation. (btw I tried to recap whatever we're talking over at that time) Wawa: Semalam kan, H dengan F kantoi busuk ah dengan saya dating dekat cafe kot (laugh) Me: Seriously? Dah open lah maksudnya tu? Wawa: Lawak gila. Tapi baguslah H dengan F tu. Comel je dua orang tu Me: Hmmm (loooooongggg sighhhhhh) -silent moment- Me: Wa, tahun depan kita dah 22 tau. 22 ye...