Alohomora

"Sometimes aku rasa depa dok sembang pasai aku lah. Taktau lah. Aku ni wanted kaa? Biaq pi jaa. Yang penting aku tau apa aku buat tu betui, aku tau aku dak susahkan sesiapa. Hampa dok jeling jeling aku dari belakang dinding tu pasai pa?" Awat hang ni lawak betui. Aku wonder orang yang ada dialek 'Utagha' ni serious cool and comel gila! Rasa nak mendalami dialek tu pun ada ni hah (semangat). Okay dah. "Awat hang?" Another me is questioning me. I wonder how did it happen. Done that part and another part is coming. Sometimes I need to just shut up and walk along. I've decided to make it happen. I got what I wanted. But here, left behind again. How dare you to take me away from them? Well, it's hard to start over in new society. Shockingly, when I got the call and he told me the result is not what I've been looking through all this time, not a single tear come out. Maybe the feel is not there. So the biggest fear is - not being able to show t...

stay where it's right. stay where it's safe. stay where it's time. stay where it's true. stay where it's good. stay when it's right. stay when it's safe. stay when it's time. stay when it's true. stay when it's good. stay when nothing's bad. stay when everything's bad. stay when nothing's good. stay when everything's good. given the options. stay or leave?

Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani. Nyata realiti itu terkadang pahit, tetap jua ditelan walau sepahit hempedu. Kata orang, kawan biar beribu, berkasih biar satu. Tetapi bukan semua mampu kawannya beribu. Beribu kawan di facebook tu apalah sangat. Realitinya dalam ramai kawan yang kita ada, ada satu dua sahaja rapat sebagai sahabat. But are they really the person that we can rely on? The answer is in yourself. Mengupas cerita tentang cinta, aku bukanlah hebat sangat berdiskusi tentang cinta. At the end of the day, melencong ke cerita makanan. Parah. But I am insisted on telling you some opinions about love and ambitions. I put the 's' there since we have some other side ambitions right. Or maybe it's just me? Breaking the whole semester, all I can say that this is the most tremendous semester of the two years of my foundation. September nanti bakal bergelar pelajar Kuliyyah. In shaa Allah. Maka terlalu banyak cerita cinta yang tumbuh dalam kampus ...

"A day that made me understood" Which finally make me understood that everyone has the right to choose to do whatever they want to do. Well, you just posted a photo of mine on your personal social media account which gets 95/+ likes. I was totally in a great shock when a friend of mine showed me that photo you've posted. The photo was taken in a muslimah boutique during our outing yesterday. What's more to conclude? I was curious and still, I am curious on the reasons why me? There just posted your photos and your mom. No other photos of woman/girl/lady on your timeline. Curiosity kills sometimes. But I'm sure you won't tell me the real reasons why. "Why me?"  Maybe you're not ready mentally and emotionally. I don't mind. As long as you're fine. So what's up next?

I smiled. And you smiled. I laughed. And you laughed. I found it serious. But you found it funny. I sighed. And you sighed. I smirked. And you smirked. I imitated you. And so you did. That's how it goes. Everyday. Having friends whom I can rely on and to  cheer me up. 8 months apart, 11 months apart. They're no different to me. They who hug me and annoy me daily. They whom I used to tease and get mad frequently. We're strangers of nowhere year ago. But we're warmed by both welcomes. Thanks #😊✌

Well said. The folks says, "Dari mata turun ke jiwa". Sorry. I'm not that good in expressing myself in terms of feelings and emotions. But all I can say is that, I still remember the eyes that shatters me. Full of surprises without any calms. Great shyness and charm. Pretending to be just cool and relax. In my opinion, it's a numb and nervousness. Maybe I fall? -The End-

Today is 7th March of 2015. Well let me tell you about someone who shares the same birthday as her mom. Sweet, ain't it? She's Normarjana binti Ahmad Darus. She's my cousin. A daring one, a sweet one, a caring one but a stingy one (oopps!). You know what, she has a beautiful heart and a kind-hearted one. She's polite. Even polite when I'm not really polite. Ha.ha. She's well-loved by her mak, abah, angah, ujang, muiz and ami. She's really good in persuading. Well-cared by nenek, maklang and paklang. She's the mulut manis one. Told ya, she's manis. I used to call her Jajan when she used to call me Mir/Mirfarhan. Plus, she's always miscalled me with the hope that I will definitely call her back. Save credits maybe. hm. Jajan, Well, it's a disappointment to really rely on me sometimes because I find myself hardly to be with someone I care about during the hard times that you're going through. I find this ego type in my side. Say, sometime...