Alohomora

its really hard actually when you to begin it with something unpredictably. to me its okay la. why do it seems really serious though i feel it okay. for the first time in my life i felt the biggest shame and sorrowful in my life. out of the seventh craze! when it was first announced, i felt nothing. empty that i didn't know what i should think about and feel. i was gladly hugged my new leader and relieved her. she felt sorry for myself that i was supposed to be at her place and i just smile plus saying 'it's okay'. everything seemed dull and very unhappy. all the team members were there showing their super unsatisfied feelings. the great feeling was, i didn't even feel bad and sorrow. i played with my teammates and laughed with them. unfortunately, i couldn't even see the happiness shone throughout their sight. why? okay, i was happy and alhamdulillah. maybe it was the miracle of An-Naba' and Al-Mulk just after performing the Zohor prayer before rehearsing. ...

i will be missing this apple  : ( to my dear Nur Shuhada Abdullah, thanks for the special post you made for me. you are awesomely great. romantikus :) hehe..thanks to you okay. anyway, don't let yourself hurt and fear. seek for Him. gratefully because you love to share it with me, even i didn't have it in my life so i got to have some of the spices and bittersweet of life. nah, i dedicated this green apple for you. this is my junk food :) kehkehkeh.. you are AWESOME, and i don''t know why because i look everyone good and friendly :) thanks again. i'm happy for being a pain reliever for my friends. always SMILE :) p/s just now Yong Junhyung and Yang Yoseob [ Beast/B2st ] wished me Happy Birthday. Goo Hara [Kara] wrote me " choenmaneyo pretty gurl ^^ " .....*blush* with love and smile :) amirah farhana 

His creature perfectly matched! awesomely white for my friends, you are awesome! even black and white :)