Alohomora

if you think your family is tough, wait till you get a family habis sesi minum petang, seisi rumah mula mempersiapkan diri dan berkemas-kemas untuk ke Bandar Baru Serting. biasalah, aku akan jadi orang terakhir yang duduk di meja makan. hah, mandi pun sudah, tinggal mahu solat maghrib saja. kalau nak online  sekejap, tak syok pula. maka berlakulah suatu musyawarah keluarga yang disertai mama, abah dan diriku sendiri. abah beritahu, beliau dapat offer, part-time lecturer di Institut Kemahiran Belia Negeri ( IKBN ) Pahang, cawangan Pekan. kagum. cukup kagum apabila beliau memaklumkan permohonan beliau berjaya diterima. yeah, abah saya lecturer. abah saya lecturer. tak kisahla part-time or else. he is still a teacher for puplis. i'm glad with abah.  mama said, " don't let the whole family knows about the offer. wait till it leaks" angguk tanda setuju. alang-alang menyeluk pekasam biar sampai ke pangkal lengan. maka hikayat hidupku di sekolah turut kurungkai ...

its really hard actually when you to begin it with something unpredictably. to me its okay la. why do it seems really serious though i feel it okay. for the first time in my life i felt the biggest shame and sorrowful in my life. out of the seventh craze! when it was first announced, i felt nothing. empty that i didn't know what i should think about and feel. i was gladly hugged my new leader and relieved her. she felt sorry for myself that i was supposed to be at her place and i just smile plus saying 'it's okay'. everything seemed dull and very unhappy. all the team members were there showing their super unsatisfied feelings. the great feeling was, i didn't even feel bad and sorrow. i played with my teammates and laughed with them. unfortunately, i couldn't even see the happiness shone throughout their sight. why? okay, i was happy and alhamdulillah. maybe it was the miracle of An-Naba' and Al-Mulk just after performing the Zohor prayer before rehearsing. ...